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Monthly Archives: November 2007

I’ve been remiss. I used to think I was stupid, but I’ve come to realise that stupid doesn’t really exist. The real problem is that I’m lazy. I’ve failed to take responsibility for my own furtherance. I’ve violated so many principles and laws of equivalent exchange, and perhaps even lost faith in equivalent exchange itself. This revelation has caused a good deal of refocusing to occur.

I had a dream. I was standing on something like a highway that either was over a river, or followed beside a river. Across from me, on the bank of the river, was a great white building. It was rather box like in general shape, but it some Greek or Roman architectural details. There were two large words with a small word between them written across the top of the building. I saw clearly in the dream what the words were, but all I can remember now was that the two large words began with a D. I believe the first word was ‘Daniel’ or ‘Daniels’. The small word was two letters, I think it was either ‘is’ or ‘de’ or ‘of’. The third word is particularly hazy, but I believe it was either ‘Daphne’ or ‘Delta’.

But the building, the great building, it was utterly dusted in red, what appeared to be either blood or sunlight. I was facing the building from an angle, so I could see the front as well as the side. To my rear left, or to the building’s direct front, was the source of light, presumably the Sun. It seemed to be setting, so we could say the building was facing the west and that the river seemed to flow west to east or southeast.

Infinity has no beginning or end. Where does finitude end and infinity begin? If we think of a number line which begins with zero and then continues on, counting, until we reach an ellipsis and then infinity. What’s in this sea of ellipsis? An eternity of numbers. Specifically, a point of transcendence in which the line crosses from finite to infinite.

This ellipsis is one of the most lonely and godforsaken places in existence. It’s a vast desert, desert as far as the eye can see. A place where every single person in the world could go, yet never encounter another soul for all eternity. This is true infinity.

Saturday I went to regional chunin exams. Surprisingly, I actually passed and am now a chunin. I really thought I failed because I made several mistakes and just didn’t feel like I did very well on some items. The whole experience was exhausting, but one walks away feeling accomplished, so it levels off.

Years ago, the young and immature Jeishin was defeated and sealed away. However, not long ago, an unanticipated disjoint occurred, unsealing the double helix hex. In the process, cold breath once again flowed into the lungs of Jeishin. From the isolated dreamland, unconscious looping broke, and the mind thought of itself, reestablishing consciousness. Jeishin awoke for the second time and became Jeiishin the Renascence.

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